Where have you been

I’ve been here in my own world, riding this never ending roller coaster. My therapist told me to write a blog post, so here I am…writing a blog post. It’s crazy how much you go through in one month.

This is going to be one of those “whatever is in my mind at the moment” kind of posts so it may or may not make sense. Continue reading “Where have you been”


How Do I Fall Asleep?

In my last post, I couldn’t fall asleep. My mind was racing and I was starting to panic. After I put my phone down (which is what you shouldn’t really be doing about an hour before bed…even if you have night mode on!!), I lay on my back, closed my eyes, focused on my breathing, and I woke up the next day. However, this doesn’t work for me all the time. Here are top three tips that work for me:

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Happy Monday!

Happy Monday!

Justin and I were both off today, so we decided to go on a brunch date! We didn’t eat breakfast before we started our morning. He just came home from the gym, and me from my orthodontist appointment… so you know we were hungry! I was craving some thick french toast, bacon, eggs…yumm let’s go try Sabrina’s Cafe!

I felt like looking cute and dressing up today, especially because I haven’t worn my gray over the knee boots in a while. And do you see the plaid “scarf” I’m wearing in the picture above? It’s not a scarf. Continue reading “Happy Monday!”

Snow Day!

Snow Day!

January 4, 2018 was the first snow day of the year! I woke up to beautiful news: “Offices will be closed today, Thursday, January 4th.” Then I got multiple text messages from my coworkers saying “We’re closed!!!” Happy me went back to sleep.

I would say I had a productive day today. When I finally got up, we planned to go to the gym. I drank my green tea and was ready to work out with Aimee and Justin. There was more than 6 inches of snow sticking to the ground, but why not!? Continue reading “Snow Day!”

Me? Reckless?

Me? Reckless?

Me: Do you think I’m being impulsive right now???

Him: Yes. You’re reckless with money, and it’s the holiday season. We’re spending a lot right now.

It’s true. And it was exactly what he needed to say.

So… I wrote the above about a month ago while I was alone in bed, but it has been sitting in my drafts. I couldn’t finish whatever I was supposed to say because I had a panic attack.

First of all, HAPPY NEW YEAR! Let’s see what 2018 has in store for me. I’m feeling pretty positive at this moment. It’s story time!

WARNING: May have some sensitive content/triggers below… Continue reading “Me? Reckless?”